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SHITFACED.

you know why i hate periods? it leaves you with shitty moods, and you don't know it, but you blab. and, you do stupid things like leaving a seventy dollar dress in MPH.

anyways, i was dragged out of bed to get my arse off to school. to meet meiwen and martin for breakfast, where they ate before i came ( yeah, so much for that! ). and winda after. we then headed off to IKEA. to get glasses. ( yes, really.. ) which i didn't know that we were going to. but, none the less i did enjoy it. ((: it's been yonks since i set foot in an IKEA. but, my, didn't we behave so auntie-ly. all hail to meiwen the new found ah-soh queen. but, who could blame us, we were on a tight, tight budget. and, we found out that what we bought was much less than we had imagined and calculated, my, the look on her face was ABSOLUTELY PRICELESS!. i swear. haha.

so, in the end, we got twelve shotglasses for, i think 5.80, a martini glass for 3.90, TWENTYFOUR glasses for 1.90X4, a way HUGE bin, you like those old fashioned newyork trash cans, like OSCAR'S from SESEME STREET? yeah, bigger than that, you can fit a whole meiwen in it, i think? it's only NINE BUCKS. FORTYTWO tiny scented//coloured candles for 4.90, straws for 1.90 for a hundred. and this jug thingy. haha. total of 36.05 haha.

anyways, we had a quick bite to eat at the hotdog vendor and we headed off to parkway; where else, right? then NTUC to get supplies for the party//chalet on friday. lemons, limes, salt, syringes, cups, pipes, funnels, KITCHEN TOWELS, and i can't remember what else already.

then we went to pool. well, more like they pooled, and i sort of sat there. i can play, but it's just how good i can play, and well, that's most definitely not one of my key points. and, compared to the likes of winda, meiwen and martin, one might as well just sit out.

then it was shopping and dinner with nads. it was nice. spending some quality time with her. it's a nice change.

wow, this shows how mellow you get when it's your time of the month.

and to tell you the truth, some how, at the beginning of this post, i was seriously very shitfaced. like, it's not depressed, or anything, but, i just can't put my finger on the right term to use, so yeah.

oh yeah, i really need all the pictures i can get, so, please, please do send them to me! xuan, this is really targeting at you here! haha. ((:

okay, for those of you who are wondering what happened to the dress, it's at the MPH information counter yet to be picked up. i know it was really careless of me, but i had my reasons.

BEARWITHSIT.

xoxo.
=(


for all the wrong reasons.

I MISS YOU FREDA MISS PERMANA. =(

that it is so out of me.


i'll try to wait till july.

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man, how much do i hate periods.

EASTER SUNDAY.

i'm like damn irritated right now. it's so frustrating. my mother misplaced my birthcert. yes, she MISPLACED MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE! you didn't see wrongly. and i need it for school, BY TOMORROW and if i don't my enrolment would be null and void. and, you know what she says?

she said that "IT'S NOT MY PROBMLEM."

HOW THE HELL IS IS NOT HER FCUKING PROBLEM? SHE WAS THE BLOODY ONE WHO LOST IT! AND I GAVE HER SO MANY BLOODY DAYS TO FIND IT! STUPID YOU KNOW? IT'S MY EDUCATION AT STAKE HERE? DOESN'T SHE KNOW HOW IMPORTANT IS THAT IS? STUPID STUPID WOMAN. SHE'S NOT EVEN TRYING TO BLOODY FIND IT LA! WHAT THE BLOODY FCUKING HELL. SO BLOODY SELF ABSORBED.

even my grandmother says so, and she's one of the most gentle lady on this earth. yes, it's that bad. and this isn't the first time she said it.

and, no WHAT AM I TO DO ABOUT THE ENROLMENT THINGY? it's so shitty. i need to call them tomorrow. well, if not, there's always SIM, right? with meiwen. back up plan. anyways, i was thinking, and it's like only a year and a half, compared to other univeristies, to get your degree. and then maybe i could just get on with it and study abroad. at least i think so.

AND WHY AM I TO CARE ABOUT THINGS THAT I SHOULDN'T BE CARING ABOUT?

and, now, i just want to cry. i don't even know who to turn to, you know? i don't know at all. it's so lost making and nuts becoming at the same time. why can't things be simple? or is it just one thinking so much that it makes it complex? i don't know. my brain hurts now. yes, that was bimboticism there. i don't know what to think now, anymore.

anyways, on lighter matters, i need a new phone. something simple. classic. elegant. the prada one? it's so hot.

RARHHHH. MY SKIN'S STILL BLOTCHY. AND WORSE, NOW IT'S ITCHY AND IT BURNS. =(

for every me and every you.

okay, i just ripped this off my lj. i'm too lazy to write up some other thing again.

one must really stop spelling weird as wierd.

even winda's making fun of me.

and spelling remember as remeber.

speaking of which, note to self:
must buy chicken satay and otah for her party tomorrow as well as bring some cheap wine and the corkscrew. tho, maybe i'll just ask mwen to get the satay and the corkscrew.

okay. maybe i should meet them before.

okay, anyways, was talking to martin just now, so running at six in the morning at east coast park? on okay? i really need to lose some weight. i feel extremely fat and unproductive.

and you know what? this means that i can get new sneakers! YAY! any excuse to go shopping right? haha.

( those of you who don't know me, i'm not this bimbotic or actually that into shopping. )

but, i really do need new sneakers, mine are like seriously falling apart. it's like vomiting black stuff all over the place with each step that i take. yes, really, no exaggeration here.

okay, just got off the phone with dear winda. SHE'S MARINATING THE DAMN CHICKEN WINGS NOW! yes, with her bare hands. and by the sound of things, it's as tho she doesn't know what she's doing. so, yes, i'm going to keep away from the chicken wings and eat something that came out from the package, tho it's a little unhealthier, but, i'm doing it for my stomach, yes? haha.

so anyways, i went to school's speech day today. i have to say not being in school for six months then going thru a terrible ordeal of listening to speech after speech after speech (did i mention, BORING?), really dampens the mood of going back to school on the nineteenth of this month. hopefully poly wouldn't be as boring as this. well, what can i say. it's mister jaafar ain't it, i wouldn't expect anything less. haha.

and i still absolutely adore mrs remedios! ((:

oh yeah, and poor roanny broke his leg and had to put a metal pole up his leg. i know, can you say ouch? but, it was fun playing with his crutches. it's like primary school all over again.

then, it was dinner at swensons with the whole long table of FOUR-E-A-NS and one lone meiwen. tonnes of awkward conversations and dewei being the same old sacarstic and full of shit pain in the arse he is. pardon me. anyways, jacky become better looking. and from the words of meiwen, like a mando-pop-band-rock-star. or something like that. or was it martin? okay, i think it was martin.

i think mr ong doesn't remember me that well already, so WOOHOO! hahahahaha. happiness, i tell you. and i can't believe that people think that i'm together with roanny. i mean, hello? how can that be lah! stups. and, you know roanny, if you are reading this, please, please change your hairstyle, or at least dye it back to it's original colour.

okay, heroes is starting soon. my absolute love for now. ((:

hiro nakamura and peter petrelli. ABSOLUTELY YUMMALICIOUS! ((:

and, a compliment is still a compliment, right? i think?

xoxo.

ever so harsh.

i really wanna go newyork, just to shop. should have gone when my aunt went back. damn man. there, possible place to live. but, it's like, the american based labels there are like super cheap, compared when brought to singapore. like coach or their cult jeans. it's like a good almost forty percent cheaper. hmm, maybe i should just ask my aunt to get something from there for me and mail it to me. yeah. that's a good idea. i think? but, thinking, the last time i mailed something so small to LA it cost such a bomb. but i guess, it'll still be cheaper. at least i think so.

so, which one should i get?

these ones for school.


that's the patchwork one. really, really cute.
the classic peforated hamptons tote.;
but, it's kinda a bore to look at, right?


and the uber cute scribble one.

and, i don't mind this for fun either. ((:

looking through the prices, like LV and tiffany, they raise their prices anually.

okay, anyways, i went with winda today to collect my pay at FJ and inhabit.
and, i when i got the cheque, i was super super surprised to see such a small cheque. and then, they explained that my certified honourary blonde manager forgot to submit the bloody time sheet, that's why, all i got was my incentive. and, i was looking forward to a shopping spree. and, now i don't know what they are going to do.

so irritated.

anyways, i then brought winda to steeples deli. revisit my childhood days when my dad was still at the hotel. the place hasn't changed one bit, tho, the food has changed a little. it wasn't as good no more.

then, i still decided to shop! hahaha. i spent like over a hundred in less than an hour.

and, no, it's not a bad thing. ((:

xoxo.

p.s. SO WHICH BAG?

JADED.

i wonder why people have to sing their own praises to make themselves feel good? like here, at my family dinner just now, my aunt came up to my sister, my cousin and i and went:

"my hair nice right? i just styled it."

cue in blank stares to her and knowing glances between ourselves.

"i know now a little flat la, but it has been one whole day already. the customers at the shop says that it's really nice. they like my hair and how i do my make up and my clothes..."

and she walks off.

i mean come on, we're not interested. and this is not the only time. she's like this always.

so, what's with people and their insecurities?

it's something that everyone has and it's something that everyone handles differently. some like my aunt, has to tell how other people has complimented her, or actually is claims to.

others purge others with theirs or they keep on asking things bout themselves like,
"how do i look? is it fine?"

then there are those who complain bout others;

and those who compare themselves.

well, for me i wail to my sister, yes, i wail. haha.

okay, but that's seldom.

okay. i just read back.
why am i talking bout this? so whatever.

i must be truly agitated. too many people doing that first two things. vommiting onto me and comparing themselves and gives oneself compliments.

so yeah.

i'm so happy.
i just got the best deals ever! guerlain, stilla and ysl makeup for below ten bucks apiece. HAHA. damn cool. i'm so happy that i know luxasia people! haha.

and you know what? i don't even have to pay for them! yep! ((:

hmm, fake eyelashes seem tres cool. i tried some like yonks ago. like for this dressy up halloweenish party. it was those really long asymetrical ones. like triangular and long and feathery. it was really fun. haha. but i want some normal ones this time.

and, no this is so not crystin like becoming. i swear i'm:

one) not that superficial.
two) not that bimbotic.
three) don't spend tonnes of money on them and then just keep them or throw them away

okay i don't see how's that relevent, but i wanted a nice number.

okay that was kinda bimbotic, but whatevs.

and, fre, i know what you're think right now after you read this:

"same old manda.." ((:
haha.

okay, i should go. it's a very nonsensical post indeed. so yeah.

nighty night.

damn man. i think i've got half my appetite back. that's so sad! i want no appetite again! haha.

okay, you know what? ignore this post. i'm just being very manja and whingey. so yeah.

xoxo.

spin the damn bottle.

yesterday was crazy. loads of fun tho. my feet are still hurting. and, yesterday marks the first time i ever run around town, barefooted, and so early in the night. HAHA.

topshop//topman fashion show was still disappointing, no difference in that. crazy, waiting in line like that. and for what? a less than ten minute show. so not worth it.

then was off to lucky to have ayam penyet. i have to say, it was definitely better than the last time we were there. and we were off to far east for them to get their airbrushed tatts. HAHA.

my, my, all those stares that we got. hmm, went to sahara for early drinks and shisha, then decided to WALKED to dxo, side tracked to fullerton for a pee. -oh yeah, those poor koi fishes! i'm surprised if they don't die soon- then to the esplanade to have overpriced ice cream, then to hard time finding a cab to get back to sahara. and that funny cabbie who had to pee so badly, then finally getting to sahara, with a poor awful tasting shisha, more drinks, and playing spin the bottle to pass time. having tonnes of people looking, or actually more like glaring at us. we did make tonnes of noise tho. HAHA. but, i see nothing wrong in that tho.

i really had scads of fun, and it did eventually take my mind of things, so yeah, it was good. so thanks people. ((:

and for disclosure, i won't way who those people are. ((:

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okay, and you know as i nice as i try to be, some people can be that dense. i mean, come on man, you don't want me to blow it up in your face, don't you? do me a favour. and read those subtle hints, please?

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going out shopping now.

and, should i take up that job?

xoxo.

if only.

my, my, why do i get into this kinda situations? i'm just too nice aren't i? well, i have to say, i'm about this close to losing it. so, please, back off.

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anyways, you know it sucks so bad what you're doing to me, you know? you've changed so much, i don't think i would ever recognize you. and it sucks that you don't keep your promises no more. i just want to give up and let go, but i can't you know? so, it's so fcuked up.

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you know what? you woke beasts that weren't meant to be awaken.
i'm just here, wanting for more now.

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and, you know, it's good to see them like this, my parents i mean. it seems as tho that things for them are working out. at least i hope so. so, here's hoping that i didn't just jinx it.

anyways, i went to hooters yesterday with liza, lily and Ernest Jones, or rather EJ. absolutely hilarious i tell you! my lone loyal supporter! one really cool dude with his gold plated four front teeth and his transparent nike dunks. haha. this is why i love to hang out with people older than me. and, i'll wait for that wedding invite when you turn fifty and when im thirty seven. haha.

oh yeah, so back to hooters, such a disappointment! the girls were skinny; but they are flat at both ends. and that stupid girl liza made me do stupid things. but in the end, you got sucked into it as well, so yeah, HA! HA!

anyways, i owe a phonecall to a waiting meiwen, so yeah,

toodle pip!. ((:

THENAUGHTYGIRLKNOCKSKNEESAGAIN somuchforwillpowerandthathiatus.

i guess, i should stick with being mundane and give you the breakdown of my day in great detail! (hah!)

today has been crazy. met with tommy after the xray. it was fun, but the wait is like so bloody long lah! (the singlish term used purely for your own pleasure) anyways, after that we went to starbucks to chill and have breakfast and to catch a movie. so mrbean it was. THE STUPIDEST MOVIE EVER. remember how i told you guys that it may be early in the year, but i thought that epic movie was the absolute worse movie ever? this is TIMES worse. i don't know why? but tomtom, you always pick the absolute worst movies ever! first was epic movie, the so called "MUST WATCH" show of the year. i don't care! next time i will be the one picking out the movie!

anyways, then we met liza and he went home to do stuff and i went back to the store with her. new employees, and i have to say that crystin is up to her same old "work ethics" she dumping work on her staff again and taking all the credit. well, she's stupid. and she'll always will be. luckily i'm not working with her anymore. and i don't know why, but she def. has some psychic abilities. every time i wanna go down to collect petty cash, somehow she manages to be absent every time. so irritating.

anyways, then i went to meet bj for the first time in two and a half years. my my, you've gotten a little pudgy haven't you? anyways, went to lido to catch happily never after (don't ask; this wasn't my choice either)

all i can say is that i can never show my face in lido again! i can't believe what you made me do! you know it was a kids show and there were kids around? stupid shit. and, that chair broke, it had nothing to do with me! and, the kid was really blowing bubbles in the cinema lah! don't bloody believe me.

anyways, then dinner for him and then we walked and talked and walked some more. we walked from lido to forum to four seasons and continued walking around those housing estates, parks, and then suddenly ended up at river valley. it was crazy, walking in rounds, but it was fun.

and i still can't believe what we did. it's just so weird now; you know? it's so nuts. talk about your fantasy, or rather your prediction came three quarters true. haha.

xoxo.